No More Confidence

Confidence was reduced already.

Don't know why I'm will changed like this.

Maybe something have happen so impact of my confidence.

无言

猜不透的思想。。。

No answer

Don't ask me why.

I'm also don't know the reason.

Working Life (1st week)

My new working life already gone one week,

but in my heart still have one question.

That is whether I have make a correct decision or not.

I'm really have no idea about my salary is acceptable???

This job is suitable for me???

But I have a clear answer which is this job do not have further going way for me.

So in one year or two years duration,

I will searching another work.

Undeniable, I have make a wrong decision.

But now everything can't reverse any more.

So just doing well for current work. 

Absorb anything I can,

then just searching another work.

Summarizing in this first week,

Boring, boring and boring.

But all the staffs is very nice and willing to teach new joiners.

At the same times,

I'm still incapable to hand off all task.

Still require to practice more and memorize all the steps.

As a employee, I need pay 100% attention and responsibilities to do all tasks given by manager.

Hope second week of my working all the best.... 

Application Accepted

Last two week I have go through all 3 interview,

and now get respond already.

I have accepted the job, but worry about my decision whether is correct or not.

I'm always keep asking myself,

this job have my future career???

The salary is fair compare with my result???

I'm don't have the answer for it.

I'm only want to earn money as fast as possible.

But now I'm already accept the offer,

so I need to pay 120% contribution on my job.

I'm don't care whether this job is suitable for me ad have future or not.

At this moment, 

I need to gain some working experience.

After that, only decide whether need to change others works or not.

Hope this is a good starting point for my career.

God Bless ME~~~

Missing my clothes twice

What the hell is that???

This my second time someone stealing my clothes,

what are the interesting of my clothes???

Nothing special, expensive and good brand

but that people still want to steal its.

What the fuck the person thinking???

So many people hang their clothes at outside

and more expensive,brand and special than mine.

Why you want to choose my clothes???

Fuck you mother fucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wasted time

Yesterday was finish one subject of my final exam,

still have 4 subject to go.

But yesterday night was wasted  10hour for my revision,

because on playing games n watching movie.

Haiz...Damn stupid for me.

Don't use the time properly.

So today can't waste any more le.

Gambateh~~~

Stress

Yesterday night, i'm really insomnia,

don't know what are the reason my mind non-stop to thinking.

But the thinking was not related to my exam paper on today.

Am i too many thing i need to face it???

Or stress of the exam coming soon???

I'm really no idea about it.

Later 2pm start my first paper of the final exam,

wish everything going smooth.

~Good Luck in whole final exam~

The war is BEGIN

Tomorrow will start my exam le,

tonight sure can't fall into sleep.

Because of stress and worries.

Really wish the GOD will bless me,

all the subject will be pass and get the satisfy result.

Even some people saying that exam not depend on luck,

is depend on how many effort you put in.

I strongly agree with that because how many effort you put in,

that will how you can harvest.

But i'm still believe,

exam still depend some luck.

We can't survive without the luck,

we can't determine everything in our life by ourself.

So luck is a part of our life.

~Wish all the best in my exam and wish GOD bless me forever~   

Disappointment

In today, the last subject of coursework mark was come out,

even that mark was underestimation for me.

Its so lucky.

at least in mid term i have pass that subject.

But, for the overall of those coursework mark of all subject,

i was disappointment it.

I'm not disappointment to the marker.

I'm disappointment myself.

Because i was not do well in my mid term.

so all the mark was as low like shit.

~HAIZ~

Keep Focusing

I should keep focusing on my revision,

don't simply influence by something.

~Keep Focus~

Disappointment

After saw my OD mid term result,

that was disappointment to that.

Because i'm high confident on that paper,

but the result come out is that low mark.

Really disappointment to that.

No choice le.

Need more hard-working in this final,

if not difficult to cover back the low mark in mid term test.

Final Exam

10 more days to go, 

my Y3S3 final exam will begin le.

I hope this was my last final exam is my degree level,

i don't want have another final exam in my degree level.

So i need put more effort for study.

Keep practice all the calculation exercise.

I know if i not put more effort, 

i will face another final exam in next semester.

In the world, not have any free lunch,

this the rules of life.

You want eat something, 

you must do something.

I want graduate,

I must put more effort in my revision.

I'm not genius as other people, 

so i need put more effort in calculation, 

memories all the theory in order to finish this final exam.

I must told myself, keep going,keep going.

Don't give up or be lazy.

~I WANT GRADUATE, MUST GRADUATE IN THIS AUGUST~

I CAN DO IT. GO GO GOOOOOOOO 

The Truth

May be the psychology test is true,  

i can't leave the jungle any more.

No matter how i struggle found the exits of the jungle,

there still have another new jungle is waiting for me,

after i step out of the exit.

May be my life is like this,

i accepted the test,

and i believe the answer was absolutely correct.

~Jungle of My Life~