社会大学

好一段时间都没有update my blog 了。

这段时间有很多我的人生也改变了许多。

就像去年的十月，我终于毕业了，也完成家人对我的心愿。

我没有让他们失望，虽然成绩不是很突出和完美。但对我来说已经很满足了。

在三年内从那么烂的成绩提升到那样，我怎的很满足了。我并不是读书的材料，但为了家人我真的很努力的完成degree level。真的太棒了。

世界是残酷的。离开了大学， 我就踏入了社会大学啦！而且是进入一个Multinational Company当一个Billing Associate. 好听点就是这个名字，不好听的就是一个“打工仔”。

刚开头的几个月真的煎熬，每天都睡不好。

每晚睡觉前都会想想有没有做错东西。

慢慢的一切都适应了。不知不觉都过了八个月，正踏入第九个月。

在第四个月就拿到 Employee of the month under CMF Team，

这对我来说真的是一个很大的成就。

但我知道那不是完全所有高层的认同。

因为那是CMF的成员投票的，并不是高层的投选。

但是他们都认同和颁发那奖状给我，我还是感觉到高兴。

但是在十一月到二月的那段时间真的很辛苦，因为要准备2013新的价钱上载到系统里。

每一天都要加班。

那段时间超级难以形容的痛苦。

当然辛苦也是有回报的，在三月的时候，Manager突然问我是否可以出国几天。

因为有新的Project，要派人过去。

那时的我真的很开心，因为我的努力得到肯定。

Manager也有说很满意我的表现。

但是到现在Manager都还没向我肯定是否派我出差。

~~担心担心~~

就当Manager还没肯定的时候，不如意的事情发生在我身上了。

不知为什么二三月那段时间我发生失误了。

有做错东西，不知道会不会影响我的Record和前途。

希望接下来不会再发生失误了。

不然饭碗就不保了。

~~加油吧~~

就像Manager所说的，为自己的前途而努力和奋斗吧！

No More Confidence

Confidence was reduced already.

Don't know why I'm will changed like this.

Maybe something have happen so impact of my confidence.

无言

猜不透的思想。。。

No answer

Don't ask me why.

I'm also don't know the reason.

Working Life (1st week)

My new working life already gone one week,

but in my heart still have one question.

That is whether I have make a correct decision or not.

I'm really have no idea about my salary is acceptable???

This job is suitable for me???

But I have a clear answer which is this job do not have further going way for me.

So in one year or two years duration,

I will searching another work.

Undeniable, I have make a wrong decision.

But now everything can't reverse any more.

So just doing well for current work. 

Absorb anything I can,

then just searching another work.

Summarizing in this first week,

Boring, boring and boring.

But all the staffs is very nice and willing to teach new joiners.

At the same times,

I'm still incapable to hand off all task.

Still require to practice more and memorize all the steps.

As a employee, I need pay 100% attention and responsibilities to do all tasks given by manager.

Hope second week of my working all the best.... 

Application Accepted

Last two week I have go through all 3 interview,

and now get respond already.

I have accepted the job, but worry about my decision whether is correct or not.

I'm always keep asking myself,

this job have my future career???

The salary is fair compare with my result???

I'm don't have the answer for it.

I'm only want to earn money as fast as possible.

But now I'm already accept the offer,

so I need to pay 120% contribution on my job.

I'm don't care whether this job is suitable for me ad have future or not.

At this moment, 

I need to gain some working experience.

After that, only decide whether need to change others works or not.

Hope this is a good starting point for my career.

God Bless ME~~~

Missing my clothes twice

What the hell is that???

This my second time someone stealing my clothes,

what are the interesting of my clothes???

Nothing special, expensive and good brand

but that people still want to steal its.

What the fuck the person thinking???

So many people hang their clothes at outside

and more expensive,brand and special than mine.

Why you want to choose my clothes???

Fuck you mother fucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!